New Path

I must always be out on the edge.   Otherwise, what is the point?  Life otherwise is not satisfying.  There are two kind of people always in life: those who are on the edge, and those who are afraid to try.  Right, I am always pushing my boundaries even if I don't know what is beyond the edge.  I must at least try to find out, even if it ends in failure.  Americans usually are the second type.  I know composers who have no aspiration higher than teaching at J.C. in small town in Texas. Well, that is their choice.  I go a different way.  A way that will lead to the edge.   Most Americans will be confounded by this.  That is because their laziness prevents them from seeking a new path.  But I must always seek a new path, no matter if it means others cannot follow.  If they betray me because they have fear to lead in their life, it is for them to decide.  Right, I already don't care about those people.

Lazy Americans

I have heard Americans say how impossible it is to get Japanese visa.  Right, they really are too lazy to pursue this goal.   My American dude will never do a thing until he feels a fire on his butt. This is the American way.  But it is not a matter.  No matter how many others betray me, or give up on my project, it will not stop, but continue with out the lazy American mind.